tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2332324577826654177.post24863305385541559..comments2023-10-26T11:24:05.192-04:00Comments on The Radioactive Adventures of Cancer Boy: Feb. 04Armandhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06914963804800235351noreply@blogger.comBlogger5125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2332324577826654177.post-89207627800860449882009-02-05T23:45:00.000-05:002009-02-05T23:45:00.000-05:00Holly: Ignorance is bliss... And... That... suc...Holly: Ignorance is bliss... And... That... sucks. That's about all I can say... I hope you're doing well, or as well as you can be, given the circumstances.<BR/><BR/>Deborah: I would sooner experience happiness naturally.... But I'm always bitter after chemo...<BR/><BR/>Tori: Helliday is right. Also, yeah, it's all adaptation from here on out. Just... not adapting to winning the lottery... Adapting to winning the wrong kind of lottery...<BR/><BR/>Jen: I haven't the foggiest. Whatever it was, it made me feel all aflame and drooly and teary and not being able to breathe.Armandhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06914963804800235351noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2332324577826654177.post-63514181964055831992009-02-05T20:01:00.000-05:002009-02-05T20:01:00.000-05:00half asleep at the moment but do you happen to kno...half asleep at the moment but do you happen to know which dye you had?<BR/>Often they use Omni but Visi may sometimes be better tolerated depending upon the sort of reaction you had<BR/><BR/>do take careAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2332324577826654177.post-20202187670669668922009-02-05T19:34:00.000-05:002009-02-05T19:34:00.000-05:00I misread "hellday" as "helliday". Like holiday, b...I misread "hellday" as "helliday". Like holiday, but... hellish. Which, depending on how much contact with one's family the holiday in question requires, could be applied on a much broader scale.<BR/><BR/>I was thinking, recently, about how much you've changed in the time I've known you (which is not that long, I guess). "Normal" is fluid... the Armand of this past summer is certainly not the same person as Armand of Summer 2005. Of course, cancer has probably changed your 'worldview' as much in the past few months as over the previous few years.<BR/><BR/>Anyways, my point is, maybe it's not a matter of going back to the old 'normal' way of thinking, but trying to be comfortable with your new set of concerns and whatnot.<BR/><BR/>Or maybe I'm just rambling and full of crap. Please feel free to say so ;)Torihttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03176010598092120847noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2332324577826654177.post-37458776668146923852009-02-05T11:28:00.000-05:002009-02-05T11:28:00.000-05:00"normal doesn't exist anymore." amen to that. i ha..."normal doesn't exist anymore." amen to that. i have a heightened awareness of everything now. yesterday with matt we had a laugh and i felt like time had frozen for a second, and i was thinking in that exact moment, "THIS is what it means to be happy." i'm so aware of every experience that really matters. like melissa bringing you tea. i hate chemo, but i thank cancer for changing my life this way. oxoxodeborah d. lattimorehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12232904910929568381noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2332324577826654177.post-92215820688147762032009-02-05T09:44:00.000-05:002009-02-05T09:44:00.000-05:00i love the line...'it's irresponsible NOT to have ...i love the line...'it's irresponsible NOT to have cancer on your mind'...are there REALLY people out there who do not think about cancer all the time? i guess i used to be one of them - can't even remember that 'me'...o and btw - my former love of my life called me this week to tell me he is getting married...i am determined NOT to blog about it...but leaving a comment on YOUR blog about it is almost as satisfying...Hollyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16769587388778687634noreply@blogger.com