Monday, May 18, 2009
You know, I think this is the first time my chin has seen the light of day since I was 17 or so.
I'd like to stop having nightmares about cancer. The other night I dreamt lymph nodes in my neck were so swollen, that my throat was threatening to close up. I've been having a bit of trouble breathing -- not sure if it's chemo attacking lungs, or a mild chest cold. That's been leading to lung cancer nightmares. Muscles and joints have been aching. I dream of swollen, blackened limbs. I really wish I could get all this to stop, already.
My teeth hurt. I'm clenching my jaw all the time.
So... uh... life's good, yeah.