Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Feb. 11

Feb. 11
Originally uploaded by Cancer Boy

I woke up around 10:30, and was back in bed about an hour later. Although I woke up feeling fine, while having breakfast I began feeling the energy drain away... Physically, and emotionally.

Why, why why do I feel so crappy lately?

Scattered thoughts:
- The song "Kids" by MGMT has a dangerously high level of awesome per square inch.
- Tomorrow I'm meeting someone running an organization at Wilfrid Laurier University... They're selling t-shirts that say FUCK CANCER in big, bold letters. I plan to purchase one or six such t-shirts.
- Fuck cancer.
- ... Fuck cancer.


Anonymous said...

I'm a medium. Send me one, and you get yourself lovely photos of me wearing it infront of several historic monuments.
I'm serious.

deborah d. lattimore said...

i'm sorry this shit is bringing you down. i have been told that fatigue is usually the worst part of chemo and that it's cumulative - i'm sick of that word. my doc told me not to plan my trip to paris too soon after chemo and radiation, because i'll be too tired to do anything. already i get hit with fatigue around 3 p.m. every day. it's so strange to feel so out of control. indeed, fuck cancer.

Armand said...

Kate: I shall be browsing stock tomorrow. Any colour preferences?

Deborah: Some days I wonder what my chances of recurrence are, if I stopped chemo some eight rounds in...